Thursday, 13 October 2011
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
First Time 19
First Time 19
Wednesday, 9 March 2011
First time part 18
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I yellped when I saw that he still has this stare on his face.
Me: uhh..uh..Rashid ya3ne ishda3wa? it's ok I can give you my drink!
I said scared of what he'll do next.
Rashid : shoofay tara mo bas 3ashanich ra7 a5ith your drink and not spill it in your head, bas 3ashan last time and ga6ait il drink foog Nasser o i still didn'thave a drink. FA this time and ONLY this time will I let this go!
He grabbed my drink, and I breathed a sigh of relief. I knew he wasn't really angry, but just trying to act as if he's mad at me to scare me ;) I walked next to him and he drank my drink. We were talking normally, and the scene of what happened in stabucks just popped in my head. I was curious and wanted to ask him a question.
Me: Rashid?
Rashid: 3yoona
Me: *blushing* shloon it3arif il walad ily ib starbucks?
Rashid: ily ib starbucks?? hatha irfeeji..laiish?
He asked also curious.
Me: laa bas i'm confused, awal yoom bil chalet when we were in starbucks, you were giving him stares laman ohwa kan ga3id yikalimnee. O il7een itsalim 3alai o u talk to him chinna ma 9ar shay laish?
Rashid: ohwa ily kan ga3id yikalmich?!
He asked half yelling, and his eyes opened wide.
Rashid: ana ma3arafta! shifta min warra yoom ga3id yikalmich! o mashift wayha 3adil.
He stopped talking and started thinking.
Rashid: la7tha la7tha..intay shloon it3arfeena??
And that question was like a slap in my face. He might think that I'm the kind of girl who knows every guy but i'm not!
Me: Rashid shoof, I'm going to be honest with you, but don't be mad at me o at your friend!
He just nodded.
Me: He was with me in high school and I used to have a crush on him. bas RAshid I swear I never told anyone! somehow he knew, and he said he liked me back. bas after that I avoided him for the rest of the year! And then came this summer and this is the first time I saw him after school has ended, and when he saw me in starbucks I think inna he wanted to break the akwardness between us o kan yabe yisalim 3alai thats it.
Rashid stayed quiet for a minute only looking straight ahead. Then he said.
Rashid: so you don't like him anymore?
Me: ofcourse not! I love you and no one else but you!
Rashid: does he still like you?
I looked down and didn't know what to answer, I mean ofcouse he has to move on. Or did he?
Me: ya3ne ofcourse he did. bas I'm not sure.
Rashid: haal-
Me: Rashid!
Rashid: na3am?! shino tabeeny asawee?? wa7id mo3jab ib my gilfriend, laa o ba3ad hal wa7id 9a7be!
Me: ok bas I told you to not stay mad at him. It's not his fault, and besides if he ever brought the topic up, I'm going to tell him straight away that I'm with you!
I slid my hand acros his waist and moved closer he put his hand over my shoulder and we were walking side by side. He sighed and said..
Rashid: inzain bas 3ashanich ra7 awagif, bas that doesn't mean I wouldn't stop thinking about it !
Friday, 4 March 2011
First time part 18
Friday, 18 February 2011
First time part 17
Rashid: shino tabeen?
He asked me. I snapped out of it and told the lady our orders. I forgot Rashids order and turned around to ask him. But when I turned around he was not there. I looked around and saw him face to face with 7amad! Oh no! please tell me this is not happening!! I went over to them, ready to push them apart. But when I got closer I saw Rashid smiling. Why was he smiling?
Me: uh, Rashid? laish ri7t?
Rashid: basalim 3ala irfeeji
he said smiling
Me: ohh ok.
I left with a sigh of releif and went to take the drinks. But...how did Rashid know 7amad? last time we saw him in starbucks, Rashid was giving him stares. I waited ouside for Rashid to come, and in 2 minutes he came and took the drinks from me to hold them. I smiled and we started walking while I was drinking my drink. Rashid was fidgeting and trying to find something in the bag. I foze in my place, I didn't get Rashids drink, I didn't ask him what drink he wanted! Last time Nasser forgot to get Rashids drink, Rashid threw Nasser's drink over his head! I turned around slowly only to see Rashid giving me a scary and you better run stare!
I took off running, but careful to not spill my drink. But I only got to five running steps until Rashid came behind me and held my arm! I yellped when I saw he still has this stare on his face!
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Sorry but I dont have time to post!! I barley had time to post this!! Next time inshallah a longor one!
Saturday, 12 February 2011
First time part 17
Sunday, 30 January 2011
First time part 16
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I ran to catch up with Rashid, Lama, and Fajer.
Me: hey
All: hey
Fajer: wain Nasser o Farah??
Me: uhh...ra7aw isa3doon omi o 5altee.....uhh...3ashan they want something ya3ne walla madre. Hehe.
I was talking reaallll sloow! I didn't know what to say, ana ma 3arif aragi3!
Fajer: uhhaa. Ok ;)
She said with a smile, for a second I thought she caught me! I bbmed Nasser, askinghim if everything is okay.
Sarah al-flani*: Nasser!!! When you come back tell the guys inna ri7taw sa3adtaw omi o 5alte ub sha'3la! ok??
Bu jassim: 7aather ! :)
Okkaay, why is he suddenly happy? I'll definatley get the detailss from Farah later. We all started chit chatting and talking about random stuff.
Rashid: MISHTIHE STARBUCKS!!
Fajer: wai3a!! laish it9aari5!?
Rashid: intay ish3alaich?!
Me: bas please! walla ihwashkom yi9adi3 il rass!
Rashid: imshay Sarah, 5anroo7 starbucks ihyeeb drinks?
Me: yallah!
I was excited to have time alone with Rashid. Rashid gave the dog to Lama, and we headed off the other direction.
Rashid: a5eeran mishaina 3anhom, bas ana wiyach.
I didn't hear anything, I was too busy thinking how hot he was!! Haha 7ade fathya!
Me: na3am??
Rashid: haa? shitfakreen?
Me: walla shay!
Rashid: 3alaina?? Itfakreeen 3anee? Adree feech! intay bas itfakreen 3any!
God it's like he read my mind!!
Me: laa walla mo fathya afakir 3anik!
Rashid: ee yi9eer 5air! ily yirai7ich
I hate it laman a7ad yi6afirnee
Me: wai3! ok 5ala9 I was thinking about you!! happpy?!!
Rashid: Walla dirait!!
He yelled, and I walked faster ahead of him, not wanting to walk nex t to him.
Rashid: Ta3alay wain ray7a??
I just ingnored him and kept walking faster, and faster. Until I felt arms around me and picking me up! Rashid, picked me up and held me upside down. You know when your facing someones back, and your head is facing the ground? And my legs were on his shoulders and he was only holding my legs.
Me: AAHH!!! La2 Rashid! LA22! pleassee nazilnee!!
I screamed at the top of my lungs begging him to put me down.
Rashid: lay giltlich ta3alay imshay yamee, tiyeen o mata7gireen!
He said laughing soo hard!
Me: okay okay, walla I'm so sorry! bas please nazilneee :(
I was so scared he would let me go and make me fall on my head!
Rashid: goolay the magic word..
He said ib kil borood.
Me: ay magic word? ay ba6ee5??!!
Rashid: golay a7ibik!
Me: a7ibik! amoot feek! Bas nazilnee pleaseee
He put me down, and I exhaled. 3adalt sha3ree 3ashan akeed it5tirab!
Me: ba8ait amoot! Lat saweeha mara thanya ! shift...il7een shae3ree yilawi3 il chabd!
I was yelling at him, while fixing my hiar, becuase my hair is curly but not kisha curly, o ibsir3a yi9eer kisha with sudden movements. But I realised he wasn't answering back. He was just staring at me with a smile on his face.
Me: ishfeek?
I asked confused. He put his hand on my waist, and pulled me closer, he pulled my hair behind my ears so he could see my face clearly.
Rashid: sha3rich iyanin, o mafee shay. Kilich 7ilwa! O jameela! O tadreen....awal mara itgooleenly "a7ibik" jidame.
I blushed soo hard, and looked down. My smile was streched to my ears, no one ever told me that in my life! I couldn't find anything to say but..
Me: ee I told you a7ibik o ana mit3alga ib your shoulder, don't you think it's kind of weird?!
I said sarcasticly acting a bit mad. He didn't respond just laughed, and came closer and closer to my face.
Rashid: O ana a7ibich.
I couldn't resist the erge of kissing him! But I don't want to kiss him now, I want my first kiss to be when I'm married. So instead I just kissed him on the cheek. He was surprised, I knew he didn't see that coming. He touched his cheek gently where I kissed him.
Rashid: ba3ad mara!
Me: bas yallah 3ad! 5anroo7 inyeeb the drinks!
I said laughing, and started walking. Heh walked next to me holding my hands. We walked and walked till we reached Starbucks. We let go of each others hands, just incase we saw someone we knew there. And just as we entered I saw him. Ughh!! Why does he always be there!!
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Thursday, 20 January 2011
First time part 16
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
First time part 15
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Sarah miskeena, she was trying to make me and Nasser talk together but we didn't give her any chance. I mean I didn't want to talk to him after what he told me! It would be soo akward if I did. I raised my head up to give her a chance and start talking, but with her not Nasser! Just when I lifted my head I saw two couples holding hands and walking together across from our street. Just when I heard that laughter I realised who it was. I stopped walking in shock, and just glued my eyes on them. My eyes were tearing up, and I felt I was going to crash down any second. Khaled was holding hands with another girl! Nasser and Sarah were looking at me like I was crazy. But when Nasser saw them, he realised that it was Khaled. The boyfriend I told him about last night!
Nasser looked at me with sorry, worried, I told you so eyes. I just turned around and started running to the dessert or just and open space where no one could see me and it was just sand, I heard footsteps behind me.
Nasser: Sarah roo7ay! gollay 7ag il baje ina i7na shway o binyee...yallah!
I heard him talk to Sarah, then heard the footsteps coming closer and closer. I was running faster and faster everytime I hear the footsteps coming closer. I didn't want to face Nasser, I don't want to look like a fool in front of him. I was a fool because I rejected him last night, when I knew there was a place in my heart still left for him, when I used to love him! But I wasn't that fast, eventually Nasser caught up with me and held my arm. He spun me around so I could look at him.
But I wasn't, I was looking at the floor crying. I can't face him, I think if I just looked at his face I would burst into tears!
Nasser: 7abeebty Farah...6al3eeny
He said sweelty
I didn't raise my head. But instead he put his finger under my chin and lifted my head up. My eyes were red and full of tears. My cheeks were all streaked by tears, and some of the tears even fell at his finger. He started to wipe away my tears, but I just cried more.
Me: eh2...na-nasser roo7
I was gasping for air that I couldn't even breath!
He suddenly pulled me into his hard chest and wrapped me with his arms. I just burried my head into his chest, and wrapped my arms around him really tight so he wouldn't go.
Nasser: many ray7, mara7 a5aleech
And he kissed my head, I cried and cried and cried, 'til there were no more tears left. We sat down on the sand still not letting go of each other. I finally started to breath normally, and realised that we were huggin each other. I started to pull away, and when I did he held my left hand.
Nasser: mino hatha?
It's like he doesn't know :$, I just turned my face away.
Nasser: shofenny
Me: laish?
I asked stupidly , I didn't want to ssay his name again!
Nasser: ya3ne shino laish? Itshoofeen wa7id o tarkitheen o tabcheen....matabeeny as2al??
Me: Nasser..hatha...hatha...
I couldn't continue!
Nasser: your boyfriend?
Me: he's not anymore!
Nasser: ana mo gitlich ra7 yi9eer shay??
Me: Nasser ana shdarany? He seemed like a good guy, o galle a7ibich and he was never in a relationship! How could I tell if he was lying or not?!
Nasser: Farah, and mo ga3id goolich chithee ila 3ashan ana a7ibich! O abee il zain lich! Ma agdar ashoofich ma wa7id thany '3airee!
Me: Nasser, ana kint a7ibik! Bas I thought you never even LIKED me, fa I decided to move on! Bas you clearly now know that I hate Khaled!
Nasser: hatha isma??
Me: ee!
Nasser: Farah...
He touched my face with his hand, and he came closer.
Nasser: Farah...ana a7ibich! O il shay il wa7eed ily ba6liba minich inna you give me a chance! Bas a chance 3ashan awareech 7obe lich! O a5aleech as3ad wa7da bil dinya o a7i6ich foog rasee! Bas law sama7tay, 3a6eeny for9a.
His eyes were pleading, and he looked sad and anxious for my answer. How could I not say okay?! I mean look at this beautiful face, and the way he said "a7ibich" to me was completly different from how Khaled used to say it. In a good way ofcourse. I just smiled a bit.
Me: akeed
He smiled, and his pearly white teeth showed. He removed his hand from my cheek and put it on my back. He pulled me closer and closer until we were inches apart. OMG! Is he going to kiss me?? I couldn't move :O But he turned his head and kissed my on my cheek real gently. My face became the darkest shade of red, and I looked down smiling! This is the first time a boy ever kissed me!
Nasser: hahaha! Fidait ily yisti7oon walla!
He side hugged and me, and I think I might have fallen for him all over again!
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Saturday, 8 January 2011
First time part 14
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I woke up in the morning feeling great, and I've never felt like this in the morning. I washed up and wore my juicy trainings, and went down stairs. While I was going down, someone came up behind me and kissed me on the cheek. At first I thought it was Rashid, but when I turned and saw it was Fajer I frowned.
Fajer: malat 3alaich...hatha yizay a36eech bosa! ;p
Me: hahaha! la 7abeebty!
I hugged her, and we continued downstairs.
Fajer: kil hatha 3ashan 3abalich Rashid??
I just opened my mouth in shock, its just like she read my mind! And she knew about me and Rashid. She gave me a wink, and we arrived at the living room. Every one was awake and eating breakfast. We both joined them.
Me&Fajer: salam alaikom
All: 3alaikom il salam
I sat down next to my mom and Fajer, and across from me was Rashid. Next to him was Nasser, he decided to sleep hear, I don't know why he suddenly changed his mind. Rashid, smiled and winked to me. I blushed and looked down smiling, I recieved a bbm.
Rashid al-flani : 9aba7 il 5air ya gumar! ;*
Sarah al flani ;) : 9aba5 il noor! :D
We ate up , and chatted and laughed and we decided to go for a walk. The moms had their friends coming over 7ag il '3ada and we didn't want to stay. We wanted to have fun for the rest of the day, so to start the day we went for a walk. Me, Rashid, Lama, Nasser Fajer, and Farah went together. We were laughing and talking, but somehow Farah, and Nasser didn't even look at each other! I didn't want to bug in and ask her now. I'll ask later. Rashid, Fajer, and Lama were ahead of us because they were walking the dogs, and the dogs are going fast. So me Nasser, and Farah were walking behind a bit far talking. Well, I was the one who was talking and trying to get those two to talk to each other.
I was completely lost, I didn't know what was bothering them, just when I was about to ask them. Farah stopped walking, and stared infront of her. Both me and Nasser were lost, and didn't know what was going on. When I turned and saw what was she staring at, I saw a couple holding hands and walking together.
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First time part 14
First time part 14
Sunday, 2 January 2011
First time part 13
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I decided to go out for a walk and talk to my boyfriend. No one else knows but I'm planning to tell Sarah, since she's like a sister to me! But I'm not sure how she'll react if she knew. I just took out my phone and started texting him. His name is Khaled, he's in his last year of high school. I love him soo much! I can't imagine my life without him, we've been together for 2 months. Just when I wanted to start texting I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around and it was Nasser. I stopped so he could catch up.
Nasser: hi
Me: hala
Nasser: soo shitsaween ihne broo7ich?? yaya timashain?
Me: ee bashim hawa shway, malait min il movie!
Nasser: yala bamshee wiyach :)
We started walking and talking about random things when Nasser brought out a subject about marraige.
Nasser: Mita widich titzawijain?
Me: umm..uhh...walla ma adree laman a5ali9 jam3a or last year 7asab
Nasser: inzain o cham i3yal tabeen??
Me: why are you asking these questioins?
I said while laughing.
Nasser: bs chithee, yala jawbay
Me: 2 or 3...Nasser hal as3ila mo7rija bs 5ala9!
I said while whining at him like a little child. He was laughing, when got embaressed and tripped over a rock I didn't see. I was falling in my face, when Nasser's arms were wrapped around me, so I wouldn't fall. I looked up at him, with his arms still wrapped around me. He was inches away, but not too close. We looked into each others eyes silently, then he broke the silence.
Nasser: a7ibich
Me.........
Nasser: Fara-
Me: Nasser...I have a boyfriend.
I couldn't believe I said this! But I have too, before he says anything else. His arms were slipping away slowly until it was by his sides. He couldn't believe what he heard!
Nasser: shino??
Me: you heard me.
I said looking down.
Nasser: 3indich..a-a boyfriend??
I just nodded.
Nasser: min mita?!
Me: Nasser lat3a9ib
Nasser: shloon ma a3a9ib?! Ma agdar ashoofich with another guy! O shdarach itha ohwa 9ij yi7ibich??!! Haa? Jawbay!
Me: Nasser, ohwa galy a7ibich!
I said with tears in my eyes.
Nasser: ra7 itshoofeen ya Farah, a5er shay ra7 yihidich, o intay shino ibtistifeedeen?? Ohwa mo il 5asran. Wa7ed '3areeb itkalmeena?? Wala matiwa8a3tha minich Farah.
And with that he left. He walked away towards the chalet, and left me here with shock. Since when does he love me?? Why didn't he tell me before? Why didn't he tell me when I used to love him? But he chose to tell me, when I finally moved on and got a boyfriend. But it's too late.
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